Love I'm officially calling a game. It honestly confuses me like nothing else, because when the girl may think this is perfection_ the guy is just thinking of it as a easy way to 'get some.' You know how i may know this, because I've experienced it.
& lemme tell ya' it sucks. let me share with you this 'wonderful' experience.
- so i loved this guy, lets just call him bob to protect the innocent. he always texted me, always called me. 'bob' was what seemed to be perfection, wasn't that a red flag sign right there?
anyways, he treated me as if i was a princess. he would always wanna stand up to people who trash talked me. he always would put a smile on my face when i was sad, and he constantly was telling me how much he loved me and how he thought i was the most beautiful girl in the world. (doesn't every guy do that?) anyways, finally he brought up the subject that no girl likes to have. let me just put it in G rated format, 'he wanted to take it to the next level.' we've been dating 6 months so far. and i said no. i refused to take things that far without a certain commitment. ( marriage ) and he got upset. we started talking less and less, and whenever we talked it was always about taking it to the 'next level.' and i always refused.
that's when everything fell apart, we began to become distant & we were always mad at each other. i felt like i was nothing anymore.
he said he was going away for summer, to Spain and he wouldn't talk because of some service issues over there, so i said okay, ill talk to you when you get back.
- well, he didn't come back for 3 months. & three months later, i found out, through his second, facebook, that he was cheating on me, and have been for 4 months.
& THAT IS MY UDDERLY WONDERFUL STORY.
... lets just say Ive never cried that hard in my life. and the sad thing? i don't even know why i cried, i just did. because i guess your first love is always the hardest to get over.
But this is what Ive been asking myself every time i hear of a guy/ girl cheating on one another. "Why cheat when you could always just dump em'?" I asked my friend Evan this and he said usually its because some guys just don't wanna hurt the girl.
But doesn't that just hurt the girl more?
* like i said, i will never understand this little thing called love, but i hope someday one person can& explain it to the rest of us.
Until then, just don't give up hope <3
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