Uniquely Chic

backstabber.

2011-10-11T19:51:00.000-07:00

okay, im seriously having issues with ALOT of people.

it isnt me, its a situation that went on that people love to talk about.

its about my bestfriends 'boyfriend' falling in love with me..

and it goes a little something like this;

so one day, all of us were hanging out at the baseball fields

she decides to try and be a bitch and act like a girl.

like wtf, your with guys you cant just put on the act

anyway, so i play baseball with them.

and i walk around for half and hour picking up ALL the balls,

there must have been been a hundred or something.

anwho, i come home to find a new text message..

from her, saying that 'he' wanted to text me.

& yes for the sake of these peoples lives i will use code names

so anyway, he starts texting me.

he says im an amazing person and i have such a great personality

so then, i think of us as amazing friends.

we had so much in common and yadda yadda.

so anyway, the next day 'she' begins to give me the cold shoulder.

im like.. 'okay?'

next day and from then on she wouldnt even look me in the eye.

she was to scared to confront me.

even though me and 'him' werent going out blah blah blah.

like i thought, 'good friends.'

next thing you know..

i find out that 'he' told 'her' that he likes me.

HE LIKES ME. AND HE IS CUTE!

i was excited but told her i wouldnt hurt her,

that i wouldnt ruin our friendship over a guy like him.

she said okay, and never talked to me again.

next period i get a text cussing me out, saying all this nasty shit..

like common, really. your that immature?

so basically, we arent friends anymore and finally

i decided to give him a chance, and it was an amazing risk.

i dont care what she has to say.

cause im over what she really has to say to me.

lets just say..

my reputaion got alot better from not hanging around that pothead slut.

yay for me.

woohoo actually.

so anyways, this happened a month ago,

and im STILL feeling the affects of all her rumors she likes to spread around to makee herself feel better, do you get that?

cause i dont.

i dont want her in my life,

so why does she keep working her way into mine.

its honestly pathetic.

im sorry, but im smiling because

i now have no close friends,

but ive made a hell of a lot more friends

just because im not associated with her anymore.

including all her old friends that hate her now.

she yells at me for being an ugly fatass?

try 'him' calling her that.

hahahaha.

im sorry, but guys call me beautiful, walk me to class,

and i dont waddle.. unlike you.

i swear if you wore blank and white oneday.

i couldnt tell the difference if you were you or a penguin.

im sorry, that was mean.

i really should apologize.

but i dont care, and i wont apologize.

i felt like gettintg this all out, because i was gonna blow.

yeah, i may tell you all of this and give 'helpful critisim/'

but at least i dont go around your school trying to ruin your reputation.

nice try hun.

goodnight guys,

i have alien day tommorow.

time do draw mustaches and wear a sombrero.

cool beans.

asta la' vista.

or however they say it.

xoxo

missed me?

2011-09-05T11:01:00.000-07:00

sorry i havent been on lately,

school is such a drag.

ive been thinking of being homeschooled,

but came to a conclusion is would never solve my problems.

im losing friends because of their 'crushes' are crushin' on me.

maybe it's cause im the better person or whatever,

but then i came to the conclusion that im not a slut.

& thats why they are falling for me instead of them.

which made me think why i was ever so hard on myself.

its not because im rude, or a total bitch.

its because i am what i am,

and i wouldnt change that for a guy.

so if you read this, you could be that girl sitting in her bed crying like i was

or you can do what i finally did, and dropped them from your life.

because at the end, their only gonna ruin your rep. too.

'ill always be there for you.'

2011-07-29T15:54:00.000-07:00

this dude; is somewhat of my best friend.

horrible picture of me, but i love him.

he is amazing & i couldnt of asked for a better person (:

so whatev'ss.

today i finished up vbs #collegepark.

and now i get band camp, woohoo.

like seriously? its more like fml.

8 hour days; for 10 of them.

like WTF; anywhore, i got asked out today by a young man,

and i said yes(:

how interesting? i would think so.

comment - have you ever gotten butterflies by someone?

I hate the heat.

2011-07-15T20:56:00.001-07:00

Soo i totally understand its summer and all, and that you cant always have it nice and cool outside.. but what about inside? I mean like, my air conditioning broke and now i am at my grandmas spending the weekend with her because its almost 90 degrees in my house, ya brah its soooo uncool.
ANYWHO.
I finished my vbs today): it made me sad to see all those kids sad! some kids came up and hugged me goodbye & others just cried..
but, there is always next year <3

I just love old people.

2011-07-07T15:42:00.000-07:00

Its been awhile since i have been on here, i have realized that. BUT its so people get the message that this blog runned by a young girl will not ever be another adult blog again.

comprende? gracias.

July 7, 2011.

i dreamt of a beach all day long.

Let me just say, i love the beach - its so warm and sunny and surfing i guarentee will save marriages. Being in the ocean makes you realize that whatever troubles you have can be solved. & it makes you tranquil.

WHAT i really did today was spend the day with my grandmother<3

i love her with all my aching heart, and like my dad says...

"Your the apple of her eye."

We sat down at lunch and just talked about

the future, and i realized that i can relate to her. that no matter what you think is bad, their will always be somebody that had it equally or even worse then you.

somtimes you just need somebody to make you feel better,

even when it makes them feel worse.

For all you perrvs out there.

2011-06-29T12:39:00.000-07:00

I have been notified that this 'username' was owned by a lady & that this was a x rated website.
as you can tell now, it isnt.
so if you hoping for that website to come back. too bad.
if you have hopes that i will do something raunchy then obviously you really doubt the type of person i am.
- this blog is for me, and to blog what i do.
if your expecting anything else, then go screw yourselves.
ktb.

"BRAIN BLAST!"

2011-06-27T15:56:00.000-07:00

I had this INCREDIBLE idea. Why not document my whole day with some pictures? And im not talking like a whole monsoon of pictures like some blogs do, but im talking a picture for my most memorable moment of my day. So lets call this day 1 shall we?
June 27, 2011; Just call me cat lady.

This is one very special kitty. His name is Thunder, and he is currently the love of my silly little life, he is adorable and purrs just looking at me.. (: anyways, today was sorta dorta fun. I mean, if you consider playing hide n'seek with cats& dancing in the rain to a song which i think is sooo sweet, 'How to Love,' by lil'wayne. he a thug yo. <3

summer is going to be amazing' i can already tell. *

the impossible game_ love.

2011-06-26T16:36:00.000-07:00

Love I'm officially calling a game. It honestly confuses me like nothing else, because when the girl may think this is perfection_ the guy is just thinking of it as a easy way to 'get some.' You know how i may know this, because I've experienced it.

& lemme tell ya' it sucks. let me share with you this 'wonderful' experience.

- so i loved this guy, lets just call him bob to protect the innocent. he always texted me, always called me. 'bob' was what seemed to be perfection, wasn't that a red flag sign right there?

anyways, he treated me as if i was a princess. he would always wanna stand up to people who trash talked me. he always would put a smile on my face when i was sad, and he constantly was telling me how much he loved me and how he thought i was the most beautiful girl in the world. (doesn't every guy do that?) anyways, finally he brought up the subject that no girl likes to have. let me just put it in G rated format, 'he wanted to take it to the next level.' we've been dating 6 months so far. and i said no. i refused to take things that far without a certain commitment. ( marriage ) and he got upset. we started talking less and less, and whenever we talked it was always about taking it to the 'next level.' and i always refused.

that's when everything fell apart, we began to become distant & we were always mad at each other. i felt like i was nothing anymore.

he said he was going away for summer, to Spain and he wouldn't talk because of some service issues over there, so i said okay, ill talk to you when you get back.

- well, he didn't come back for 3 months. & three months later, i found out, through his second, facebook, that he was cheating on me, and have been for 4 months.

& THAT IS MY UDDERLY WONDERFUL STORY.

... lets just say Ive never cried that hard in my life. and the sad thing? i don't even know why i cried, i just did. because i guess your first love is always the hardest to get over.

But this is what Ive been asking myself every time i hear of a guy/ girl cheating on one another. "Why cheat when you could always just dump em'?" I asked my friend Evan this and he said usually its because some guys just don't wanna hurt the girl.

But doesn't that just hurt the girl more?

* like i said, i will never understand this little thing called love, but i hope someday one person can& explain it to the rest of us.

Until then, just don't give up hope <3

Life is ALWAYS gonna be hard.

2011-06-26T11:47:00.000-07:00

Today i realized what some people, may NEVER realize. And that is, that life is never gonna just hand you a easy slip and let you coast through it. Life takes perfection to make it perfect, but can i ask who has the wand to make your wildest dreams come true?
Nobody.
That means you have to settle with whatever you work towards and be proud of your accomplishments. Let me get this ball smacked off the bat, i have a nowhere perfect life. I mean, who does? You just have to realize everyone is in the same boat as most people are in today. With the economic stability being very shaky for this country it makes you think when life will even be close to being somewhat good. Just so you ALL know, it will never be the same again. You just have to work towards something great and hope for an even better outcome then the last. Cause after all, life isn't always perfect.
You just have to make it worth your wild.